This is my second Video post of the year

Hi Everyone,

 

I have been working on my video updates and I’m getting to add them to my blog. I have a lot of things going on in my life and some very hard. This year I have decided to take charge of my life and I really want to inspire people and people with disabilities . I want to share my world about how I am living with my disability. I have been sad part the year because of my living situation and having to  drop out of Full Sail University because I couldn’t be a full-time student where I’m living. I’m going to a video about that. I’m going to add my second video of the year at the bottom of this post. I’m still working on my fan fiction and poems.

 

Paul Walker Anniversary

Today is a very sad day for all Paul Walker fans and the Fast and Furious family. We lost a very special Angel today, who brought the greatness out in people.  Paul Walker ’s smile was and still is like the sun, even though he is no longer with us. As Jordana Brewster ’s character, Mia Toretto , said about Dom in the movie, Paul was like Gravity. What she meant was magnetism. Which Paul certainly had in real life. Today I will be watching The Fast and Furious series all day. It truly means so much to me.

Happy Thanks Giving Everyone

Happy Thanks Giving Everyone

I hope everyone will have a great thanks giving with family and friends.  I have been working really on my school work. I have been working really hard on my original story ideas. I’m working on reviews for my TV Series I love to watch. I know with this season that is showing I haven’t been impressed with the writing at all. Grey’s Anatomy giving Meridith Grey another sister. The casting for the sister is wrong. It seems like all the actors and actresses who have been there for 11 years have dumb their acting. She is also too whinny and I don’t really care for her. I love Callie to stay away from Arizona. Arizona is written so she can do no wrong and Callie is always the bad one. Arizona hasn’t made any sacrifices for Callie.

Chicago Fire I still watch and will do reviews for each episode. But this season they have gone down since they killed the character Leslie Shay. The show is missing something and I really don’t care for the character Dawson storyline at all. Kelly Severide is the only character who misses Shay. I feel like the character development for the rest of the characters development stopped.

How I’m Feeling

Okay Everyone I’m working to updating more often and sharing my journey with you. I know it’s hard for me to share myself and I’m feeling when I talk to people so I’m writing down in this blog. Lately with going to Full Sail University for my Bachelors degree in Creative Writing. I have been having a hard time relating to some of the assignments because I don’t think about the assignments the way they are written. I’m trying to relate them to what I’ve seen on T.V. and Movies. General Hospital is my dream job and one of my favorite TV shows. Lately all I want to do is find a way to get the head writer and producer fired. They have destroyed  the whole show and the characters. The characters of General Hospital are not being written for at all. I want to really want to be able to watch it General Hospital so bad. I’m not will to watch Jasam 2.0. I don’t except Bill Miller as Jason Morgan or the way the character is being written for. Jason Morgan 2.0 is being written as a weak character which he has never been. Steven Burton will also be Jason Morgan and Kelly Monaco will always be Sam Morgan. I will always support Stelly. I miss Maurice Bernard and Steve Burton scenes. The writing General Hospital is so inconsistent and iis constantly destroying historic characters and I can’t support that. It bothers me that are using story-lines that didn’t work in the first place. It makes sad to have to say these things because General Hospital has been my dream job since I was a little girl. I still want that job, but I’m unwilling to work or support RC at all.

Now I have been watching the Fast and Furious all the time since Paul Walker died, and it still breaks my heart. I watched the Trailer for Furious 7 and it made me miss Paul Walker even more. As a fan of the series I really hope that Furious 7 will be the last movie. I’m very proud of Vin Diesel and the cast for finishing the movie. I can’t see Vin Diesel coming to do more of the series. If they want to continue the series  I would a book series. The whole series was based on the brother hood between Paul and Vin characters and I don’t how they could continue the series with out them. I worry about the damage it would cause the actors and actresses to come back and do more of series.

I have been also working on a lot of my fan fiction stories. Most of my fan fiction stories I have been working on are for Brian and Dom. Brian and Dom have a whole a lot of stories left to be told. When I write for them I can see the stories through Brian eyes. Brian O’Conner character is a very interesting one because they are a lot questions that have not been answered in the movies.

I have also been working on my Queer as folk stories. Brian and Justin have a lot stories still let be told. I’m praying everyday that we could get a Queer as folk movie.

I would really want a Roswell movie.

I’m really trying to stay out of stress and working on my feelings. I really want to be heard and lately that hasn’t been happening. I’m always disappointed lately and that hurts. Chicago Fire has disappointed me this season. I’m not forgiving them for killing the character Shay. I feel like something is missing for the show. The cast doesn’t feel complete. I will never have anything nice to say about the new paramedic.

Now I watch the show Arrow a lot and I feel like something missing. I don’t feel certain story-lines. I don’t liked they killed Sara. It feels like something is missing. I don’t watch Flash.

Grey’s Anatomy has disappointed me too. I don’t feel the new sister for Meridth at all. I’m disappointed in Derrick story-line too.

I’m loving my NCIS Los Angele’s

Hey Everyone

I have been working really hard on school work lately and I’m a little stresses out with it. I have taken today to work on some of my Fan Fiction stories. I have been working on a General Hospital Fan Fiction story called Jason’s home and I have now written 1,628 words for this fic. I entered this fic in the Nano writing challenge to do 50,000 words by the end of the month. I don’t know if I will be able to complete this challenge this year.  I’m trying very hard to do it. Writing Fan Fiction has saved my life in a lot ways and I don’t think I will ever be able to give it up. I’m also working on two of my first ever Brian and Dom fan fiction stories.

My love for the Fast and the Furious series is big in my heart. My love for Brian and Dom is really big because if I could drive I would be like them. Brian and Dom have so many stories left to tell and my heart is still really broken that we will never get to see on screen again. Their is great love story there between the characters. I’m hoping and praying we could get a Book series to read where they would have gone with Brian O’Conner character.

My love for General Hospital hasn’t wavered at all but I don’t love how the show is being written. I’m a big die hard Jason Morgan and Jasam and I’m upset how the messed things. As fan who watched the who Jason Morgan for the being when Steve Burton played him and who should still be playing him I’m hurt. His character is doing a lot of things out of character that do not make any since. RC says that he knows the history of the characters but I don’t see the proof that he does and I don’t agree that General hospital is great anymore. The show has to many newbies that can’t hold there own and aren’t General Hospital people. The General Hospital people are always being pushed to the back around or characters are being destroyed which is wrong.

Now to shows I love made into movies are Queer as Folk and Roswell with the Original cast. Queer as Folk needs to come back because I want a happy ending for my boys Brian and Justin. I don’t think its far that they didn’t get to have a happy end when they deserved it out of all the characters. Brian and Justin were the only ones who had real character growth through out the whole show. The one character I always felt didn’t deserve happy ending was Michael. He didn’t do anything at all.

Roswell ended there series when it was just getting really good with the war. I’ve always wondered what type of Powers Liz would get. Did Max and Liz, Michael and Maria have kids. Did they get baby Zan back? How did the war affect all of them? Was future Max right? I know the cast still looks the same as they did 15 years ago and they would love to do a movie.

Hi Everyone

Hello Everyone,

I know I haven’t written the rest of my reviews T.V. series. I have been really busy with school. My creative writing research is taking up a lot of my time. I have been having fun with this class. I haven’t really been impressed with certain story-lines in Chicago Fire. I do believe that the character Taylor Kinney plays on Chicago Fire deserves an award. Ever since they producers decided to kill the Leslie Shay character the chemistry of the cast is off. None of the characters are actually showing the how the lost of character has affected the house.

The Chief Boden story-line hasn’t moved at all since the ending of last season. Taylor Kinney character was the only character who mourns the lost. I don’t care fore the new paramedic at all. We are now going on week 7 of the show and I haven’t been impressed. I don’t care for the character Dawson story-line either. Dawson is a paramedic and her fire fighter story-line is force and not believable. I think the producers made a big mistake killing Leslie Shay and can’t recover from it.

 

I have ben adding a lot of ideas to my Fan Fiction section. I have a lot ideas for Fast and Furious Brian and Dom. They have a lot stories still left to be told for them. I have a lot ideas for Queer as Folk Brian and Justin too. They have a lot stories that weren’t explored on the show that I want to write.

My emotions have been all over the place lately. I have been missing Paul Walker so much lately. I never got the chance to meet him while he was alive, but he was and still is the light of my life. He was a great source of greatness and inspiration. I have a lot things on my mind and I want to be able to share them with everyone. This is what has been going in my mine lately.

Carly and Sonny/Jasam ideas

Carly and Sonny/Jasam ideas

This is a current storyline story. This story would be about my favorite couples, Carly and Sonny , Jason and Sam Morgan.

Sonny and Carly are still divorced.

Joselyin still get sick by the injection that Jerry Jack stuck her with.

Sonny is working with McBain to get the cure and Sonny gets caught in the blast.

Sonny is presumed dead after the blast.

Carly gets the news about Sonny and she starts blaming everyone she was dating or married to.

Carly reflects on her relationship with Sonny.

Jason is still in the hospital after being shot in the leg.

Sam and Jason has decided to get a divorce after the baby being presumed dead.

Jason while he is in the hospital, he asked to see the baby bloodwork and put 2 and two together.

After he gets out of the hospital and goes looking for the baby.

He gets a call from Max saying Sonny is presumed dead.

After that phone call Heather Knocks Jason out.

Heather has captured Sonny and Jason, and beaten them.

Jason and Sonny listen to Heather and she tells them how she took Jason and Sam baby and switched it to tea baby.

Sonny has to tell Jason you have to keep believing Carly and Sam will come for them.

Jason is really hurt.

Plus Franco is hurting Jason.

Brian and Dom Fan Fiction Ideas

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Key To Husky Heart

Characters/Pairing(s): Brian/Dom Brian/Carter Brian/Dom/Carter
Rating(s): Nc17
Theme(s): Romance, Adventure, Hurt, Hidding
Deal Breakers: If it’s not and threesome ending
Kink: n/a
Anything else you would like to add:
 This would be AU story where Brian is a Husky and all loveable. Author can choose what animal Dom and Carter are. They can all be Husky for all I can care (they cute.) Brian is husky run away from and not so loving family. First he runs to La and meets Dom family and loves them but he has to run because on of his family members find him. He meets Carter in Miami and loves him too but he has to run. Jesse has gone into hiding because Tran family (Author can choose where Jesse is hiding) Brian meets up with Jesse after being hurt by someone and he tells no one where Brian is. Dom and Cater fight over Brian. Brian doesn’t have to between them, but Brian is the boss.

Losing Brian 

Characters/Pairing(s): Brian/Dom Brian/Jesse Brian/Mia Dom/Letty Brian/Carter
Theme(s): Psychological, Hurt, Love Peace
Rating: Mature
Kinks/Quirks:
 N/A
Deal Breakers: Where Brian and Dom don’t end up together
Anything else you would like to add: I would love this story to be about the psychological effects Brian started going through after the first movie. Braga broke Brian and Brian doesn’t feel connections to anyone. Brian will be with everyone paring at the top. Jesse and Brian don’t have to be Romantic just good friends. I really want this story to be about exploring Brian and everyone in his life. The story could end Brian/Dom/Carter. because he feels safe and whole.